Psychoanalysis
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
I had a sweet dream last night that I had psychic powers! I could use mind powers to make small objects float. I was so happy! It actually FELT like I had psychic powers, it was amazing.
I really wish I had those kinds of powers.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
I want to talk about this strange dream I had last night.
I was in a hotel room, sort of dark. Nick Svitak had a case register box full of money. I saw large shiny half dollars and dollar coins. I wanted to take them and replace them with regular money. Nick said ok, so I went to get my wallet. Yeah, this is not the interesting part.
Later on, I'm at my home. Where the door leading to the garage should be, there is an elevator. A woman is waiting with me. She gets impatient and decides to open the door and stand underneath the elevator. I get scared when she's about to get crushed, but she doesn't. The elevator just goes back up after touching her. I walk through the door, but the elevator was about to fall on me, so I jumped out. Then, everything started to fall. The entire house felt like it was falling. I could see the walls around me flying upwards at a high rate of speed. Mom said something about the word "hyperbolic", which was supposed to describe what was happening. Then, the roof of the house became transparent and I could see the galaxy. I couldn't move; time seemed to stand still. Everything just started to get sucked in. I tried to say "I love you mom" but it was too difficult. Everything was getting dark. Soon, the entire universe was reduced to "zero" and my dream ended, along with the world.
Monday, May 02, 2005
This was the most intense dream I had in a while. It was so intense, my heart was beating well after it was over. The emotion and the realism was so strong. And it all started with pizza.
I'm at some sort of mall. I'm hungry so I decide to buy some pizza. I choose pepperoni; it cost about two bucks. The strange part was, the cashier gave me $3 extra in change. I didn't tell him about it and just took the money.
The intense part begins when I enter a classroom of some sort. This dream may have been influences by Half-Life, because I was holding a submachine gun. The atmosphere was a dull green. The room was empty; the floors had carpet. There were about 25 students in the class. They all began to gather on one side of the room, all facing the same direction. Then, I began to shoot them. My reasoning was vague; I thought they were soldiers or something, but whatever the case, they were all falling down. Everyone began to kneel and put their hands over their heads. No one ran away. After I was done shooting, about half the kids got up. The other half didn't move. There wasn't a lot of blood. There'd be a spot where some of the kids fell, but that was it. I think I was in shock at this point - shocked at what I had done. Amanda Edwards approached me and said "I just want to hit you right now", in an insipid tone. She then punched me gently in the arm. Deanna approached me, smiling, with a face of understanding. I was confused because I thought people would be mad at me. No one seemed to care! The room started to light up and there was a bit of color, but it still had a gray feel.
The shock I felt was so enormous, I was afraid the dream was actually real! The dream was so real that I was questioning its realism IN MY DREAM! In my dream I asked Jacob Fischer whether or not this was a dream. He said it was real! That's when I really started to get scared because I thought it would be the end of my life. I thought I was really going to spend the rest of my life in prison. I felt genuine fear at this point.
I eventually ended up in prison. My cell was made of some sort of bamboo and it was located in the middle of an elementary classroom. I don't know why, but the year was 2356. The teacher in the class was an Asian man who seemed to have no control over the roudy classroom. Kids were throwing things at him; it was awful. I saw a brief image of JJ.
My mom comes to visit me. I still get postcards from my original class. They right things like "BOOOOOO!!!". My mom told me that grandma is living at her house and that she makes good food everyday. I miss out on all that good food; so sad.
Finally, I try to make one last stand for my innocence. I question the authenticity of the gun I used. I said, "that wasn't really my gun". My eyes open, my heart races, and the nightmare is over. I sigh in relief that the dream wasn't real.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
It's late at night and I'm bored so I wander outside for a while. I come across some shuttle service with people still riding it. The rapid train takes you from the east side of Twinsburg to the west side. I decide to get on just to see what it's like. It moves FAST! While it's moving back, I see an Asian man hang onto a protrusion from the ceiling. He's dangling there and then he falls. Another man jumps and hangs onto that same protrusion, but the conductor comes and yells at him that "it's illegal!"
My door frame had two wires sticking out with sparks flying between them. I try fixing it by using a non-magnetic nail.
There's a battle and I'm in it. I think I'm on the side of the rebels and we're fighting the government. We started out winning, but then our enemy brought bigger guns and bombs and started blowing our men away. It was daytime, sunny and we were on a grassy plain. There were two lines: one for the rebels, and one of the enemy. The enemy had tanks and stuff and we had very few men left. I turned on a minigun and tried firing it, but it only shot out bullets that spread, useless. Finally I decided to just lay there and pretend to be dead. In the end I just cowarded, feeling hopeless.
In another dream, I played ping pong with Jeremy Reily. He insisted on finishing the game before we left. I said lets play to 10. I beat him 10 to 7. I wanted to leave early, but Mr Hodakevic was sitting outside with some other people right next to my car. So I couldn't.
Finally, I had a dream about Christopher Reeve. In my dream, I have the ability to travel back in time. So that's what I do and I end up back in time at the library. I see Superman and say "hi" to him. Then I get this idea to prevent him from ever dying. I ask John Brown where Reeves is, and he shows me to this sauna room. There's a bunch of guys in this room, exercising. Among them is Reeve. I try talking with him, but he seems to ignore me. I told him he will die sometime around July 2004 (in reality, that's not true). I also told him he'll die of a bedsore! But he was talking with someone else and wouldn't listen to me!
Monday, March 28, 2005
It starts in the morning at my house. It's bright outside, and I'm about ready to goto school. But I'm stalling for some reason. Mom and Frank are already outside (it's 6:45 AM, damn it's bright outside). They're in the car waiting for me. I grabbed the dictionary instead of my books, so I went back to my room to get my school books. Then I found spyware on my PC and tried doing something about it but I had to goto school so there wasn't time!
Mr. W's class was dimly lit and there were underclassmen in there being noisy. People were playing cards; I actually talked to Steve Bryan about koi! Those underclassmen were there to take a test, but they were just fooling around with everyone else. Pho was also running around. Only the front row was being good. Finally W (there was another student teacher, looked like Ms Kurt), took control and had everyone leave. He talked about something called "random physics" and to demonstrate, took out two giant metal/concrete gongs and began swinging them around me and Sara; the gongs were shaped more like bells, but they made ringing noises when W swung them around. There was a symbol of a keyhole on the bells. Then, I saw my two cats sitting on my table. When one of the girls got up to get some medication from the nurse, my grey cat got up and ran away, into the hallway which was now filled with people. I didn't bother to look for her. White mimi also began to leave, but I stopped her.
Later on, I get worried about grey, so I get up and look around the school for her. The school is HUGE, so I never find her. I decide to "start all over", from a point in history and prevent grey from ever being brought to the school. Kind of like Resident Evil 4.
Sunday, March 20, 2005
My second block class is usually gym, but I went to social studies for some reason. Ahsan was sitting there too. There was a test today; the thing is, I haven't showed up the entire semester, and all of a sudden, I'm supposed to know everything. The room was darkened. There was food on a table; the room resembled Mr. W's room, but a little smaller. I now know why I was in this class; to get food. There was a giant chocolate chip cookie on the table, and I broke half of it off and left.
Then there was lunch, but I forgot what happened here.
Saturday, March 19, 2005
My gray cat and symba got into some fight, and both lost one of their legs! It was sick, you could see the blood and bone. I took the legs and froze them in my fridge, hoping I could heal them. But yeah, it was kind of sad.
